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Life

Plan

There are so many words to describe how my life is coming together.

“When will my life begin?” To quote Tangled. But that is not an accurate statement.

My life started when I was born. My spiritual life started long before that.

The most accurate statement would be:

“When will the next stage of my life begin?”

Cool fact about God.

He is omnipotent.

He knows everything.

He knows what is best for me and the people around me. He knows what is best for you. He is Magnificent, All-Powerful, Merciful, Wonderful. There aren’t enough words to describe, and no word I can think of does him justice. 

But he has a reason for everything he does.

And he must have a reason for letting me know when the next stage of my life will begin.

Well... a very general time frame. 

But a time frame none the less. 

A full summer ahead of me, getting ready for the next step. I can see the last step to the beginning of my new journey, but nothing in between. I hope it goes well.

I got a FANTASTIC letter from my long time best friend Sam. 

It was amazing to hear from him, or rather read from him. 

I have not realized how much I missed him until I read it. 

Happy rest of your mission, Sam!

For your Good

Sometimes it is easier to forget the past.

but if it is not remembered... How are we to learn? how I am to learn?

Regret is useless, there is nothing to do to change the past.

The only thing left to live is the future.

So face it with a smile on your face, strength in your heart, and with courage to guide you, and know that "all these things shall be for you good."

I need inspiration

Wow, right now I'm really confused.

I've been reading some old stuff, and I've realized I really miss Jenna. She was my best friend, and we really had something. Or I guess I thought we did, but things are different now, and I need to let go.

Brooke from 303 just had her heart broken by a jerk. We all knew he was a jerk, and none of us stopped her from letting herself get completely wrapped up into him. I feel like a douche bag for this. Now she's broken and alone, and none of us can get in. "All your friends and sedatives mean well but make it worse."

This poor girl is so hurt that she doesn't ever want to trust a man again. Right now she believes that love is just an excuse to get hurt. And to hurt. The sad thing is, I can't prove it wrong to her.

So i've been trying to listen to the river, but i've never been able to shut my mouth. There's something about myself that I haven't realized before: I don't let people in and love my neighbor as myself. I get scared and tell stories about me and expose myself but in all actuality I hide. I don't want to be that person.

Okay, I do let people in, but it's scary. Usually I only let one person in, and I either burn or get burned. Mostly it's get burned. I come to depend on the person with everything I am, and I think they feel the same way. I guess that works out fine for them.

You said you hate my suffering, that you understood that you'd take care of me. You said you'd always be there. where are you now?

So I've been putting my faith in my roommates, but I'm scared to get rejected if i let them see everything I am. Deep down my heart just wants to be exposed and to feel others' joy and pain. I want to understand everyone. I'm just not good at figuring it out quickly. I need to understand everything going on first, and apparently i'm not that observant.

So here I'm writing, trying to figure out what I've got. Mostly I'm full of myself and insecure. Then I'm full of desires that I'm too inhibited to pursue. I guess the future's got me worried. Most of the time I can carry myself, but right now I just want someone to walk in front and I'll follow the leader.

late!

Hello all! I have ceased to exist for the past... forever. And now i'm wanting to go out and play, but... now everyone else is too busy. Bleh!

now becca's talking to maxx, and she's making me late to the fireside! grr!

Phoenix

Me and Lizzy!

I think Joaquin Phoenix is AMAZING! especially in Walk the Line. :D mmmm....

:D I have mucho much pictures from yesterday... and I was WARM! well mostly but I did nto need a jacket!

i have decided next time I go to vegas... or anywhere I am going to rent a WONDERFUL car that I have never driven before like.. a mustang or maybe a jaguar... :D that will be happyness

Lizzie looked so happy yesterday! :D I think I am goign to upload my pics and then... put my favorites on here! or on my blog. :D

um.. favorite flavor of Catsup? um.. that is only one flavor..

Johnny!

Lizzie!

Lizzy Has scriptures just like mine!

all of us cousins

What is the very best animal, and what would it's super power be?

Super Power!

Well, there are two powers that come to mind.
#1 would be invisibility! cuase i'd be able to do stuff that i'd like to do if i weren't visible. like eat random food out of hard-to-get places. or punch things! wait, i do that stuff already. and if i weren't visible, i'd have some trouble talking to people. ugh. on to #2!
#2 is so much cooler than number one, so it's being moved up to #0
#0. my superpower would be the ability to fix all problems with a ridiculously simple solution. I will play ridiculously cool facemelting music, and it will solve all personal problems, as well as world problems like hunger. The only problem is i need to learn to play music.

hmm.... what is your opinion on joaquin phoenix? i really think it's just a cool name.
tell me about baptism and vegas! or some randomness like your favorite flavor of ketchup. seriously!

Forgotten?

Man.... WE never use this blog anymore!!!! I just read my history book.. and Highlighers make everything better. Well.. they do until you get bored... which was bout 3 pages from the end... :D so I read most of it! YAY me!

If you could have any superpower, ANY SUPER power, what would it be and why?

When it rains.. It pours!

Driving home in the snow... SUCKS!
I could not see two feet infront ofme! I went 25 nearly al the way home!.. ok it was 45.. but I did get down to 25.
We ate at this amazing place... Dinner and Pancakes... or Pancakes and dinner... one of the two.
yummy yummy
and my dad just told me that if I had gone up one street I could have seen body worlds!DANG IT!

Joy To The World!

Joy to the world

The Lord is come!

Let Earth recieve her King!

Let every heart!

Prepare him room!

And saints and Angels sing!

And saints and angels sing!

and Saints and Saints and

Angels Sing!

Christ the Lord is risen Today!
alleluia!
Sons of men and angels say
alleluia!
Raise your joys and triumphs high!
alleluia!
Sing, ye heav'n, and earth reply
Alleluia!
Love's redeeming work is done,
Alleluia!
fought the fight, the vict'ry won,
Alleluia!
Jesus' agony is o're,
Alleluia!
Darkness veils the earth no more
Alleluia!
Lives again our glorious King,
Alleluia!
Where, O Death, is now they sting?
Alleluia!
Once he died our souls to save,
Alleluia!
Where they victory, O Grave?
Alleluia!

Hark! the herald angels sing
Glory to the new-born King!
Peace on earth and mercy mild,
God and sinners reconciled!
Joyful, all ye nations, rise;
Join the triumph of the skies;
With angelic host proclaim
Christ is born in Bethlehem!
Hark! the Herald Angels sing!
glory to the new born King!
Hail! The heav'n born Prince of Peach!
Hail! The Son of righteousness!
Light and life to all he brings,
Ris'n with healing in his wings!
Mjild he lays his glory by,
Born that man no more may die;
Born to raise the sons of earth,
Born to give them second birth.
Hark the Herald angels sing!
Glory to the New Born King!

He is the reason for the Season!

Bored

Well ... Sitting here in Creative Writting on Mrs. Stuart's compy....
updating my blog.. yes. :D
right now I am litening to Rock and Roll
and now Taylor the Latte Boy
now school is over!
YAY!

hehe your turn to update kane!!!!!

bicuits!

Biscuits saved the earth from a sudden destruction.

you'd better believe it.

anyway, these biscuits definitely saved my stomach from a sudden destruction. I am pleased with the result.

and ballroom! i might see some wicked ballroom next week and the week after! i can't wait!!!!! happiness!!!!!!

i'm trying to decide if ballroom is the best thing ever. it beats bowling any day of the week, and it's pretty close to biscuits.

mmmm..... the end.

UPDATE!

wowzo....
Three letter words

Aah
Aal
Aas
Aba
Abe
Abo
Abs... ok that is enough ... there are many.
If you really want to know all of them then go to... http://www.zingman.com/spew/zingTLW.html

yes
lovely

so. ...

AND... (joan this is for you) they all fell down!
hehe makes me laugh.

Characters

Ce'nedra...

I love her! I can't complain about Garion either!

Kane makes a good Prince Derek don't you think?

I really think I am best as Eaven... with

ance. :D *sigh*

disney!

Eaven says she's like belle, but i think she's more like wendy and peter pan put in a blender. okay, maybe not in a blender, because then Eaven would be a bloody mess of 2 dead people. but you get what i mean.
genie? apparently i'm a flying blue guy who makes stuff explode and stuff. kerbloosh! oh, and prince derek from swan princess. dum-da-de-dum!
now we're talking about novel characters. i'm not too good at this. i read books, then forget them. unless it's super important....
oh, and she said i'm this guy from a good novel... like geric or something, and possibly elend
eaven is currently ce'nedra, but it doesn't fit....
well, goodnight!

oh, i sort of left it hanging. dude! everybody should come to my dance concert!!! i'll be wearing hot pants! okay, maybe not so hot, but it's friday and saturday night! wooh!

and... i'm happy and relaxed. this hasn't happened for a while, and i like it! sha bam!
i hope eaven does well with school searching.

aida!

I'm sort of completely jealous right now. I was planning on going to watch Aida tonight with Eaven, but my mom wouldn't let me. So I'm at home, looking for youtube versions of the musical. I'm waiting for this one to load right now, so I can go to my room and watch the whole thing uninterrupted... or at least as much as I can until I fall asleep.
Oh, I like the change, but more change would be nice too... hehe
Eaven! I'm glad we're friends. It really does make me happy, and I appreciate you for everything you do. You're my best friend and I love you. I don't tell you this enough, but it's true.
Well, I'm off to watch Aida... gnight!