Take it easy people, she picks her nose just like everybody else... one nostril at a time.
--Jackson

and

"Hey, bro, i'm dating ashley"
"which ashley?"
"like it matters"

And now a new feature that will last for as long as i need it to keep me sane... the Hannah Montana quote of the day!
"Dag flab it!"

BWAHAHAHAHAHA!

hehe.. guess what Mr. Kane!
No longer do you have administrative privlages! and guess what that means?! you CANNOT take off my breaking dawn count down!
ha! when it comes out I will put them back on.. depending on how you behave...
I told you I was going to punish you!

for....ever? :'(

You mean.... *sniff* to stay off... Forever?
The countdowns, were supposed to stay off FOREVER!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~!*sob sob sob sob sob sob sob*
Depressingness!
:) jk!
The Best Two Years is so funny! haha! i love that show

late!

so, today i was going to class, and i had homework due. but i decided to take an hour nap, so i'd be awake for the rest of the day. then when i woke up, my homework was taking longer that it should have, and i forgot my dancing shoes! gah!
now i's just pretending to be productive in my class, but really dreaming about PAC MAN!!!!
and btw eaven, when i took off the countdowns, they were supposed to STAY OFF!!! :P

grr

so i do update. when i feel like i should update something, i just write it, then decide which blog it should be on. if it's more about me/personal i just put it on the other one :) right now i'm watching the most amazing musical ever!!!! i'm just happy.
my life is good right now. i talked to some friends about some things that have waited much too long, and my heart is full. When i feel like that, i can hardly believe i could ever feel down. so i have to keep record of times like this when my life is good. because i can look back and pick myself up from the hard times to come.
i hope my mom lets me head out and party sometime this week. I've been really busy, but hopefully she'll be understanding. goodnight! or good morning... i guess

Bubbles!

I hate the song that is stuck in my head. So I am not puttin it on here. But I am letting you know I hate it.
Updating is fun... I am mostly doing this because KANE NEVER DOES! on any of his... he only ahs two but he NEVER DOES! NEVER! come on Kane! get with the program!
:) jk! We still love you. even if you never update. that is not true. you dont' Never up date... you ALMOST never update.
ok.. fine.. you update every once in a while.. but you know what? I think you should do it more... So I have something to do when I am BORED OUT OF MY MIND!
JK I am not at the moment.
Welll .... that was your update from EAVEN! and NOT Kane....

Bwahahahahahaha!

If you can count down to Hanna Montana, I can count down to Breaking Dawn!
hehe.
Oh man!
Life is Good
Life is AMAZING!
Life is just a bottle of grapes!
you know what? I can think of much better birthday presents! hehe. But I think That you are extreemly silly
well. Camp was amaing.
I hope I get to see you tonight Kane!
Loves!

It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year!

Happy Birthday!
You are so amazing!
I am so happy I know you!
You are my very best Best Friend.
I have never had a Friend so amazing, kind, supportive, encouraging, and open as you are.
I have also never had a best friend who was the opposite gender, who was so smart, who was good friends with my mom, who came over when I was not there, who acts totally ridiculous.
Yeah you are one of a kind.
Well Loves To you!
Have a wonderful day!
I am sorry I could not be here to celebrate it with you!
I want to be!

Loves!

ME!

oh MAN!

You! Mr. Grey, drive me insane. I totally thought that "Kick at the Darkness till it bleeds daylight" was still a draft! man... That makes me feel good about myself.
Don't forget to see the post on Wednesday. and Trea left a little something for Jon on tuesday also.... make sure you tell him that. :D!

fairy godmother? or wicked stepmother

I'm living my life beneath the watchful eye of those out to get me. I feel like i'm surviving, but then I see some of my friends get hurt and falter. Now they're fighting, these stong souls. The ones who have protected me from myself and made me happy. How can I help?
Maybe they'll solve it for themselves, but to see these people in pain is like a knife in my chest.
Then i see they're making amends, slowly but surely. That is one of the best scenes in the history of the world.

Taylor the Latte Boy

:D oh man That is an amazing song!
I love it!
Taylor the Latte Boy
Oh man.. much amazingness

Peace... Piece?

Right now I'm wondering how other people get happy. I'm just fine, but I've noticed that some people do pretty cruel stuff to get their kicks. But whatever. You just have to deal with it and find a way through. Maybe find somewhere you just fit, and wait for life to carry you away. And find a separate peace, a peace that lasts forever, no matter where you are or who you're with. :)

All For You!

I love the song from seussical. I hope I can do this for someone some day.

GERTRUDE - I had a little trouble 'Cause I grew a little tail. Well, it wasn't really little. It was absolutely giant! And it really was attractive But you never even noticed, So I felt a little silly even trying Besides which the tail was too heavy For normal flying.
HORTON - Go on.
GERTRUDE - Well, when the hunters caught you I could see that I'd been foolish 'Cause I couldn't even help you No, I couldn't even fly. And I got so very frightened 'Cause I knew I had to save you. No one else was gonna go to all the labor. It was all up to me, All you had was your next door neighbor.
(THE CAT as DR. DAKE enters.)
GERTRUDE - So I ran to the doctor.
CAT AS DR. DAKE - The doctor named Dake. And she said.-
GERTRUDE - My tail has been a mistake!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - And she said:
GERTRUDE - Dr. Dake, I've been foolish and vain.Pluck it out! Get it off! I won't do it again!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Ouch, it hurt a lot!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Ooh, a tender spot
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Just a one feather tail...
DR. DAKE, GERTRUDE & BIRD GIRLS - But suddenly, Gertrude could sail! GERTRUDE - (dramatically)I sailed on a junk And was practically sunk For you. I trampled thorough the trees Full of furious bees For you. I slogged through a fog And a choking smog Down a soggy slope Through a stinking bog While my slip was gripped By a vicious dog For you.
GERTRUDE BIRD GIRLS - I galloped through the snow ooh... In eleven below For you. ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Yes, even though I knew ooh... I was catching the flu For you
(achoo!) (achoo!)
And then came the hole Where I caught my sole And I rolled downhill Out of all control 'Till I broke my fall On a jagged shoal For you! All for you All for you All for you All for you There's nothing that I Wouldn't And I couldn't And I haven't gone through... With tremendous conviction and grit!)I sprained my little toe, I hobbled like so For you. Then came the hit and run But I staggered on one For you. Now, here I am, The worse for wear And here you are I'm here! You're there! And maybe now You'll know I care For you!
GERTRUDE Oh, yes. And Horton, one more thing... It took me seven weeks... But I found your clover, Too!
Oh man. I was thinking I could find the song on youtube.. but that did not work out too well... oh well. this works just as fun!.. as fun? as well.. huh... kinda wierd. My brother wants to play uno attack... I don't know If I really want to. But iwill. becasue I told him I would. I hope this works. it did not work last time.Well I guess I can't put it on here. Oh well. Find All for you on You tube... like this one. This one is ok. But the original broadway cast sounds better.... :D

Like you said, Kudos.

ah man... sweet life. got to love it. :D

Unexplained Feelings in the Body

Every once in a while, a person will get these unpleasant emotions. Maybe even pleasant.
Sometimes, a person may get unexplained feelings, int he center of their chest, or maybe a lump in their throat.
My theory is... If we understood why these feelings were there, we would curl up in a ball and cry, simply because we were wondering why we could not realize earlier. Maybe if we understood these feelings, we would regret recognizing them. And, this one is a fact, If we understood these feelings, It would take away the suspicion, excitement, and pleasure of unraveling the feelings.
But one feeling I understand completely, is dislike.
A girl just asked if she could speak to my brother...
the same girls who have called time and time again. The same girls who need to wash their hair. the same girls who came over and two of my guy friends said they disliked them. the same girls who pass notes to him in class. The same girls who play footsies with him in class. the same girls who make him feel guilty for doing things that boys just do.
I don't like them. there are two. oh man....
I never want my brother to speak to them again.
And you know what tends to not work? when a boy likes two girls, who are friends... or maybe even sisters. because then guess what happens!? either one of them gets hurt and the other one hates them, or they both get hurt when he goes after someone else and they blame it on each other.... does not work out to well.
Well I guess I can only rant about explained and unexplained feelings for so long. actually I could go on about it for a very long time. I want to but ... Well there is not reason not too...
But I will stop now, just to save you the pain of reading the computer screen. :)

kick at the darkness till it bleeds daylight

I have a bad habit of talking without listening closely to the person i'm talking to. When Haefen came to me for help, I woke up from myself thinking "Why didn't I see this all along?" And as I talked to her, my heart was bleeding, for I felt there was nothing i could do. But when her beautiful heart spoke to me, I could feel nothing but love. No pain, no fatigue, not even hunger. Just a heart full of love.
Soon she was changed before my eyes. I couldn't see the proud warrior I adored. The majestic woman who led me through my darkest hour became as a little child. But this made her more perfect than ever.

"One minute you're waiting for the sky to fall, the next you're dazzled by the beauty of it all."

O

why is the moon so beautiful?

:'( why...

sometimes parents are stupid
little things can get a person so upset
stupid money
I hate it
it should die
why can't we just trade chickens?!
money causes so much distress and destruction.
and sleep
why do we have to sleep so much?
why do the ones you want to be with live so far away?
why do we have such harsh emotions?
Why do we let our emotions take over?
stupid tear ducts
always betray me at the worst moments
stupid lump in my throat making it hard to hold back the tears
stupid nose, running

where are the instructions?

there is a song in Seussical called "How to Raise a Child." At the end it says, "where are the instructions on how to raise a child? Who has the instructions on how to raise a child?" I want to know who has the instrustions on how to live a life. How to decipher feelings.
I feel so confused sometimes, I decide something and then I change my mind, and then I change back to what I decided in the first place. it is so confusing! I don't know what to do!
Stars are wonderful things Kane. I don't know how we could live without them. For the past two nights I have slept under them. It does nto really matter that last night the sprinklers came on at 4:30 in the morning.... and we got soaked. :D It was really funny. But oh man... CLASSIC LINE! ok ready?
Boy - You see all of those stars? and the bright one in the middle?
Girl- yes, what does that have to do with anything?
Boy- Well the bright one is me, and the dimmer stars around it is everyone else. But that one over there (points to a bright one in the distance) That one is you, and it is the only one I see.
Girl- :D

Is that not adorable?!?!?!? I can't believe I came up with that!
Eventually... one day... * music starts* One day my prince will come! * snow white walks out onto stage and the prince comes out on the other side* Some day my prince will come! * then I come up and push snow white out of the way* Nope, sorry snow white, this one is MINE!

:) I like day dreaming.

stars

So every once in a while, you just want to go relax with some friends, and not worry about anything. The problem is, when you feel like this, everyone's in a big rush to do something, so you follow suit. Now you're subconsciously trying to relax at the same time as going a million miles an hour in a borrowed car. I'm lucky I didn't crash :)
Even though your head's stuck in limbo, and everything should be crazy, you can have an amazing time. Maybe fighting in an epic battle (sort of a mix of this and this) or just looking at the night sky. But good company makes anything (even watching spykids) blissful.

trick question?

So when you get bored, things happen... and sometimes parents get a little angry. um... yeah. This boy is one of my heroes. When you can be doing something so deliberately wrong, but accept it like it's nothing, that takes guts. kudos to you calvin.

Stand By...

We are always standing by.
Maybe not for something extreemly important, but we are still standing by.
Maybe you are standing by, waiting for ... your baby fat to go away. Or maybe waiting for that special someone to call. Or maybe for the clock to change from 8:59 to 9:00. Or maybe for you book to come in the mail. Or maybe you are waiting for the stupid fish train to pass so you can finish swimming to school, because if you are late one more time the teacher will call your mother and then she will make you scrub the urchins off of the roof of the palace that she cleans every day at 6 am. Or maybe for sleep to FINALLY catch up with you so you can stay awake when the king is listening to all of the peasants and their complaints and you are supposed to take notes. but the problem is sleep catches up to you at all the WRONG moments and you miss half of the peasants problems because you were drooling on the official court notes... yeah... don't try that.

a lethargic morning

Last night, i slept in an octopus's garden, and it was a fun time. Except those tentacles got a little frisky a few times. I was supposed to get up at the buttcrack of dawn to work the next day, but i still stayed up late shouting and swimming about. So i woke up, and it was bright and i was tired, and i was freaking out cause i got up so late... but then i shut off the light, looked at my clock that said 4:30, and went back to bed. I felt a little foolish. It's like i slept in without getting the benefits of sleeping in. seriously.

a mermaid on the internet!

Wow go fish!
I totally live under the sea! And I just made a blog! how cool!
this makes me think of blue fishes.
And of a weirdo ... named.... ha ha you thought I was going to tell you!
I like helicopters. do you like helicopters.
Oh! I heard a song once and it started out with two men at a bus stop. and the first man said to the second man
man 1- "I have galoshes... do you have galoshes?:"
man 2- " uh.. no.. no I don't"
man 1- " Wales have blubber."

Scientists have found (this is proven fact) that the fastest animal on earth... is...
A cow dropped from a helicopter! wowo. bet you did not know that!