Faith

Serendipity

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Karma

Luck

Fortune

Destiny

Life

Plan

There are so many words to describe how my life is coming together.

“When will my life begin?” To quote Tangled. But that is not an accurate statement.

My life started when I was born. My spiritual life started long before that.

The most accurate statement would be:

“When will the next stage of my life begin?”

Cool fact about God.

He is omnipotent.

He knows everything.

He knows what is best for me and the people around me. He knows what is best for you. He is Magnificent, All-Powerful, Merciful, Wonderful. There aren’t enough words to describe, and no word I can think of does him justice. 

But he has a reason for everything he does.

And he must have a reason for letting me know when the next stage of my life will begin.

Well... a very general time frame. 

But a time frame none the less. 

A full summer ahead of me, getting ready for the next step. I can see the last step to the beginning of my new journey, but nothing in between. I hope it goes well.

I got a FANTASTIC letter from my long time best friend Sam. 

It was amazing to hear from him, or rather read from him. 

I have not realized how much I missed him until I read it. 

Happy rest of your mission, Sam!

All For You!

I love the song from seussical. I hope I can do this for someone some day.

GERTRUDE - I had a little trouble 'Cause I grew a little tail. Well, it wasn't really little. It was absolutely giant! And it really was attractive But you never even noticed, So I felt a little silly even trying Besides which the tail was too heavy For normal flying.
HORTON - Go on.
GERTRUDE - Well, when the hunters caught you I could see that I'd been foolish 'Cause I couldn't even help you No, I couldn't even fly. And I got so very frightened 'Cause I knew I had to save you. No one else was gonna go to all the labor. It was all up to me, All you had was your next door neighbor.
(THE CAT as DR. DAKE enters.)
GERTRUDE - So I ran to the doctor.
CAT AS DR. DAKE - The doctor named Dake. And she said.-
GERTRUDE - My tail has been a mistake!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - And she said:
GERTRUDE - Dr. Dake, I've been foolish and vain.Pluck it out! Get it off! I won't do it again!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Ouch, it hurt a lot!
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Ooh, a tender spot
CAT AS DR. DAKE - Pluck! Pluck! Pluck!
GERTRUDE - Just a one feather tail...
DR. DAKE, GERTRUDE & BIRD GIRLS - But suddenly, Gertrude could sail! GERTRUDE - (dramatically)I sailed on a junk And was practically sunk For you. I trampled thorough the trees Full of furious bees For you. I slogged through a fog And a choking smog Down a soggy slope Through a stinking bog While my slip was gripped By a vicious dog For you.
GERTRUDE BIRD GIRLS - I galloped through the snow ooh... In eleven below For you. ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Yes, even though I knew ooh... I was catching the flu For you
(achoo!) (achoo!)
And then came the hole Where I caught my sole And I rolled downhill Out of all control 'Till I broke my fall On a jagged shoal For you! All for you All for you All for you All for you There's nothing that I Wouldn't And I couldn't And I haven't gone through... With tremendous conviction and grit!)I sprained my little toe, I hobbled like so For you. Then came the hit and run But I staggered on one For you. Now, here I am, The worse for wear And here you are I'm here! You're there! And maybe now You'll know I care For you!
GERTRUDE Oh, yes. And Horton, one more thing... It took me seven weeks... But I found your clover, Too!
Oh man. I was thinking I could find the song on youtube.. but that did not work out too well... oh well. this works just as fun!.. as fun? as well.. huh... kinda wierd. My brother wants to play uno attack... I don't know If I really want to. But iwill. becasue I told him I would. I hope this works. it did not work last time.Well I guess I can't put it on here. Oh well. Find All for you on You tube... like this one. This one is ok. But the original broadway cast sounds better.... :D

Unexplained Feelings in the Body

Every once in a while, a person will get these unpleasant emotions. Maybe even pleasant.
Sometimes, a person may get unexplained feelings, int he center of their chest, or maybe a lump in their throat.
My theory is... If we understood why these feelings were there, we would curl up in a ball and cry, simply because we were wondering why we could not realize earlier. Maybe if we understood these feelings, we would regret recognizing them. And, this one is a fact, If we understood these feelings, It would take away the suspicion, excitement, and pleasure of unraveling the feelings.
But one feeling I understand completely, is dislike.
A girl just asked if she could speak to my brother...
the same girls who have called time and time again. The same girls who need to wash their hair. the same girls who came over and two of my guy friends said they disliked them. the same girls who pass notes to him in class. The same girls who play footsies with him in class. the same girls who make him feel guilty for doing things that boys just do.
I don't like them. there are two. oh man....
I never want my brother to speak to them again.
And you know what tends to not work? when a boy likes two girls, who are friends... or maybe even sisters. because then guess what happens!? either one of them gets hurt and the other one hates them, or they both get hurt when he goes after someone else and they blame it on each other.... does not work out to well.
Well I guess I can only rant about explained and unexplained feelings for so long. actually I could go on about it for a very long time. I want to but ... Well there is not reason not too...
But I will stop now, just to save you the pain of reading the computer screen. :)

where are the instructions?

there is a song in Seussical called "How to Raise a Child." At the end it says, "where are the instructions on how to raise a child? Who has the instructions on how to raise a child?" I want to know who has the instrustions on how to live a life. How to decipher feelings.
I feel so confused sometimes, I decide something and then I change my mind, and then I change back to what I decided in the first place. it is so confusing! I don't know what to do!
Stars are wonderful things Kane. I don't know how we could live without them. For the past two nights I have slept under them. It does nto really matter that last night the sprinklers came on at 4:30 in the morning.... and we got soaked. :D It was really funny. But oh man... CLASSIC LINE! ok ready?
Boy - You see all of those stars? and the bright one in the middle?
Girl- yes, what does that have to do with anything?
Boy- Well the bright one is me, and the dimmer stars around it is everyone else. But that one over there (points to a bright one in the distance) That one is you, and it is the only one I see.
Girl- :D

Is that not adorable?!?!?!? I can't believe I came up with that!
Eventually... one day... * music starts* One day my prince will come! * snow white walks out onto stage and the prince comes out on the other side* Some day my prince will come! * then I come up and push snow white out of the way* Nope, sorry snow white, this one is MINE!

:) I like day dreaming.

stars

So every once in a while, you just want to go relax with some friends, and not worry about anything. The problem is, when you feel like this, everyone's in a big rush to do something, so you follow suit. Now you're subconsciously trying to relax at the same time as going a million miles an hour in a borrowed car. I'm lucky I didn't crash :)
Even though your head's stuck in limbo, and everything should be crazy, you can have an amazing time. Maybe fighting in an epic battle (sort of a mix of this and this) or just looking at the night sky. But good company makes anything (even watching spykids) blissful.